Time for me to write a little something because it has been too long and writing always makes me feel better, right? I've been so crazy busy since school started up again. While studying with a friend today we were reminiscing about the our wonderful summer where we could stay up late, go out, do pretty much whatever we wanted (of course we had to go to work but it wasn't so bad) and now we have all these responsibilities, work, school, studying, papers... the list goes on. but at least I will get to go to my first hockey game care of Melissa on wednesday which will definitely be fun.
These last 4, 5, 6 (not sure exactly) months have really enlightened me. I found out that I was missing out on so much of, not just my college experience, but my life waiting on someone to call me, being worried about being able to see that person when I went to houston to visit and on and on. I think that the most important thing I have learned is that living in the present and having fun in your life is important. I've opened myself up to new people and new experiences and that has definitely been a benefit for me. Granted, I've gotten hurt doing this I don't know that I'm fully over it yet and my feelings about the person who hurt me are still up in the air. But that's all a part of it right? Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose. You've just got to put yourself out there. You know that saying, "you live and you learn"? Well I'm trying the whole living part. I've done plenty of learning in school and I've been hiding behind my books for too long now. Life has taught me some hard lessons. Most people don't really understand as much about me as they think they do... I haven't had it easy my whole life, there have been plenty of obstacles that I have had to overcome that make me the person I am today, looking back on it all, I don't regret a thing. All of my experiences make me who I am today and I've recently come to realize that I like that person and I don't really think she needs to change.
I know that's a lot of random rambling but I feel better getting all my thoughts out of my head and it makes sense to me. all my little realizations about life in general and my life specifically just make more sense when I get it all out there. So I'm out for now, laterz.
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